Friday, February 5, 2010

知足

ok, i admit it..i dunno what's 知足in english..
perhaps somebody can enlighten me on this..

sometimes i think, mayb i'm just not that contented...
not contented with my current job, my salary, $$ and etc. etc. etc....
guess this is what that leads to so much dis-satisfaction and complaints...

sometimes i think, that i'm too contented..
contented with the current life, contented with a sometimes-makes-me-boring-but-sometimes-not job, and etc. etc. etc....
and, that's y i'm still staying in my comfort zone without the desire to explore new opportunities or, a new me..

who knows, mayb i'm good in sales?
who knows, mayb i'm good at figures?
and who knows, mayb i can make it big some day in future?

at teen age, everything is possible, the sky is the limit and u can dream big..
at uni life, u start to plan wat u gonna do after graduating from a not-so-top uni..
then, during working life, when u look back, u start to wonder what is the thing that u wanna pursue in life...money?love?happy marriage?good career?
or should i say, the "u" above is actually referring to myself?

guess i dun really know what i want, that's y i get stuck in the midst of wondering myself being contented or discontented..